A new life`s Beginning

Today js like last year`s same date, same thng happened, but this time i not asking for more reunion... no future taken, and i`ve doing tolerates enoughly...its over... better dun think bout it....so much things wasted within the days....but i`m NT regret bout it, i`mconsidering it as an experience...

Its good or bad, I dun wan tell a 你吹我不涨你吹我不涨哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~ ^^



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Metrikulasi ?

This week gonna pass up the metrikulasi form....it feels complicate...@@

and one thing is, our sir js told us that only 2~3 person is getting chosen form 3 classes...haiz hard to get the chance of being chosen la...T.T  But still, thoughts are running over my head and I think I should be in brave to take the only 0.0000000000001% chance to gamble on it...but too much things have to be prepared to be sent with the form to the pihak berkuasa...I nt yt do start doing it leh...@@

This Saturday...Doi Doi Doi....oMG....

This Saturday, coming to be my day to Genting with friends with only 1 purpose, interview to getting a job there. There`s an awesome place to get some pocket money...hehe...at least RM1000++  !! Bwa hahaha.............................................if really success....@@

Beside this, I`ve frgt that the day is also a very very important day that we have to go Ipoh`s temple to 念经 for my grandfather....everything js frgt by me....I`m fucking bullshits.......sry my dear Grandfather....I doesn`t meant to do so....I hope I`ll stil have sometime or there`s somebody could take tme to the teemple when I`ve came back from Genting...........

Sorry...I doesn`t meant to forget such Important event...Sorry.....

Cracks, 裂痕

The cracks between us are being revealing.... whats next? 

gLuE or TrUe LovE ?

or... broke ?

Annoyous !

I`m so Annoyous...so troublesomed !

Like she said, we`ve Arguing alomost everyday be4 we separate, well problem is, its not I`m the one who cause it to happen...

why she cant think for me....

Anything else ?

I dunno la, but...perhaps soon we....

ya gonna see for it! See wads gonna happen...soon enough....

My Future...or our future ?

I dunno wad can I do... I had my dream which goes to Japan someday, but I cant leave u like tis...

U have your life here, friendships and families,  guess u wont follow me.

Wad if I stay ?

We still get nothing in similarness...I`m 1 year older than you which tads make us so untogetherable in the coming future. So wad can I  DO EXACTLY??? 

Pls somebody tell me....I cant lose her....I can give up my dreams! So would tad ever could make us comes together again after the end ? Still...her mummy is still an unsolved problem...I really wanna tell her tad I`m a good guy, I`m truely love her....Fxxking Hell These are so so so complicate!