Feel so sorry to myself, and my followers, aih I dunno are there any else more friends are viewing my blog...nevermind, just feeling strange like writing to mysef...==
Ok, next week probably gonna move into a new hostel, I was told that the place have aire-conditioner, Astro entertainments, a bigger room which told better than the Sri Jati Condo 2 room, well i dunno, but this place sound nice becoz I dun have to pay any bills and it`s very near to Megatech Institut, which gonna help me save a lot of money! And I`m not gonna have to pay for the bus fares everyday going sch!
But another thing that I have been told about is, the place is a crime sectors, at night there are many drug addicts and robber or pick pocket patrol for victims.
Who I`m gonna believe?
Now, I have to re-apply PTPTN,yet the Bank Simpanan National Din open when I go and check for it, damn
hope next time come can upgrade my streamyx package, and buy a External hard disc...My old Files in the old pc needs it!
Day 20 - ENGAGE
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
[ DAY 8 ] A benevolent（Cheated) Dinner, a Die-HARD Dinner
[ DAY 8 ] A benevolent（Cheated) Dinner, a Die-HARD Dinner
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due to some xxx problem.
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Friday, May 21, 2010
[ Day 7 ] Tired
Today woke up at 11.30am, wow I`m so surprised coz it`s really late...yet I cant pick myself up coz my body was just too too tired already....yesterday sleep at 3.50am....almost 4am! Wow....time just pass so so fast over here.... ><
Well woke up then I straight go open pc to download eMule things....wow nice here can boost to 130kb/s!!! but dues to many files, each files only downloading 1~10kb at most only....T.T
Lunch is yesterday night`s leftovers GuLouYokFan, I cant finished it coz it`s too many...so i decided to save it int the refrigerator for today`s lunch~^^ I dinged hot it using the microwave, well it`s still very delicious but js it`s too few la....quite hungry then ate the banana~yes i love BANANA!!! So delicious man....XD
I drunk the Shandy instead of Calrsberg today, Shandy is so Sweet~~~~ XD I love it too!
I think Calsberg is much more nice with BBQ foods....=)
Then after eat, I go prepare things to wash clothes. But today only got 3 dirty clothes, so I decided nt to use the washing machine of coure, by hand washing today. Em....today no rain so good! XD
em.........night`s matter not yet know, post it 1st later edit again....stay tune!
...well I`m Back! It`s been 3.45 hours away from here and went out for dinner. Js now Uncle Ann dropped down her wife at USJ Summit there, becoz Yvoone will hang out and have dinner with her 姊妹 at there, while we will settle our dinner ourselves.
Uncle Ann took me to the Famous F4 陈秀莲鱼头. I rmb that Uncle Chai oso brought me here be4. But today just nt much ppl as tad day does....well it`s great.
skipppppppp........>< (time has running out i have to fasten up to post this....)
well....today will be the last day to enjoy hi-speed download broadband, so i`ll js download videos that i need from utube。。。。哈哈 nightz!
Well woke up then I straight go open pc to download eMule things....wow nice here can boost to 130kb/s!!! but dues to many files, each files only downloading 1~10kb at most only....T.T
Lunch is yesterday night`s leftovers GuLouYokFan, I cant finished it coz it`s too many...so i decided to save it int the refrigerator for today`s lunch~^^ I dinged hot it using the microwave, well it`s still very delicious but js it`s too few la....quite hungry then ate the banana~yes i love BANANA!!! So delicious man....XD
I drunk the Shandy instead of Calrsberg today, Shandy is so Sweet~~~~ XD I love it too!
I think Calsberg is much more nice with BBQ foods....=)
Then after eat, I go prepare things to wash clothes. But today only got 3 dirty clothes, so I decided nt to use the washing machine of coure, by hand washing today. Em....today no rain so good! XD
em.........night`s matter not yet know, post it 1st later edit again....stay tune!
...well I`m Back! It`s been 3.45 hours away from here and went out for dinner. Js now Uncle Ann dropped down her wife at USJ Summit there, becoz Yvoone will hang out and have dinner with her 姊妹 at there, while we will settle our dinner ourselves.
Uncle Ann took me to the Famous F4 陈秀莲鱼头. I rmb that Uncle Chai oso brought me here be4. But today just nt much ppl as tad day does....well it`s great.
skipppppppp........>< (time has running out i have to fasten up to post this....)
well....today will be the last day to enjoy hi-speed download broadband, so i`ll js download videos that i need from utube。。。。哈哈 nightz!
[ DAY 6 ] Alone
Today wake up at 10am, well it actually too early for me becoz i slept at 2am yesterday night.... well wad u think?
Now I`m alone in this house, I`m in charge of here! hehe
Yet, how I`m gonna settle my meal?
em.....of course buy it myself! But when I decided to go out bugkus balik, I suddenly realize tad I think wrong liao....opposite there is no any restaurant....omgi really think wrong le! Haiz if like this I js have to go back and take the AYAMAS Chicken only....this chicken is so sweet smelling~ so now wad? I can only take out the Beer and enjoy only this chicken....but when u mexing the beer and this BBQ-taste Chicken, the taste is js too Awesome!! Ayamas....I`m falling in love with u....XD
Well, be4 taking the meal I already started to do other important things, such as download movies and put my dirty clothes into the washing machine. Uncle Ann`s house js too comfort for me, well I mean the Broadband and the moment when he and Yvoone went out for work~ XD
Today the whole day just sit in front of the laptop, surf surf surf and enjoy the high-speed download.....em....
Well today is the 6th day since I straighten my hair, I must make a record of this to ensure next time I would be prepared to do the next treatment or else... so lets take note of this,
Last Saturday of today
Date is 15th April 2010
Time finished is at 7.30pm
Cost is Rm150 after various of discount
Well I guess this will be the cheapest one I`d ever take in the future....@@
em....these days had just wake up again from another imagination, I thought that it`d will be much more better than study at Kampar, either KTAR or UTAR, but now what I`m thinking is, Megatech is unbeatable better than any of it! Yes There is no denying that staying there is much more comfort and could meet more friends and girls if study there, but their style just doesn`t suits me at all, I hate stupid activities, and such places like that, well what the fuck man I fucking don`t like it! It just some mixes of ppl from any standard and level, fucking u`re gonna pissed by them!shit!
now, about my Life at KL, js wanna fast fast settle the problem of moving to the new place and setup my broadband at there, then all my problems will overcome and I just have to concentrate at my studies to frgt about finding girls......yeah that`s very pissing me when I thinking of gonna do it next week, so fast I got the news that I had lose be4 I take the chance....well did u mean that there`s more chances that I had wasted? Or....somehow I just being too silence and din have connect with her so somebody else had won her becoz of their "resonance"? Well I dunno....I`m just have to pretend like nothing now, and getting into the situation, calm like I never be4.... I can do it I know. Like situations of these, FIR`s well-known nice songs gonna Creates the resonance in my heart...."我们的爱", "把爱放开", "刺鸟", "千年之恋", and other nice love song with the same saddy genre.
Alone? Yup I`m now alone in house.....Hearts too.
Now I`m alone in this house, I`m in charge of here! hehe
Yet, how I`m gonna settle my meal?
em.....of course buy it myself! But when I decided to go out bugkus balik, I suddenly realize tad I think wrong liao....opposite there is no any restaurant....omgi really think wrong le! Haiz if like this I js have to go back and take the AYAMAS Chicken only....this chicken is so sweet smelling~ so now wad? I can only take out the Beer and enjoy only this chicken....but when u mexing the beer and this BBQ-taste Chicken, the taste is js too Awesome!! Ayamas....I`m falling in love with u....XD
Well, be4 taking the meal I already started to do other important things, such as download movies and put my dirty clothes into the washing machine. Uncle Ann`s house js too comfort for me, well I mean the Broadband and the moment when he and Yvoone went out for work~ XD
Today the whole day just sit in front of the laptop, surf surf surf and enjoy the high-speed download.....em....
Well today is the 6th day since I straighten my hair, I must make a record of this to ensure next time I would be prepared to do the next treatment or else... so lets take note of this,
Last Saturday of today
Date is 15th April 2010
Time finished is at 7.30pm
Cost is Rm150 after various of discount
Well I guess this will be the cheapest one I`d ever take in the future....@@
em....these days had just wake up again from another imagination, I thought that it`d will be much more better than study at Kampar, either KTAR or UTAR, but now what I`m thinking is, Megatech is unbeatable better than any of it! Yes There is no denying that staying there is much more comfort and could meet more friends and girls if study there, but their style just doesn`t suits me at all, I hate stupid activities, and such places like that, well what the fuck man I fucking don`t like it! It just some mixes of ppl from any standard and level, fucking u`re gonna pissed by them!shit!
now, about my Life at KL, js wanna fast fast settle the problem of moving to the new place and setup my broadband at there, then all my problems will overcome and I just have to concentrate at my studies to frgt about finding girls......yeah that`s very pissing me when I thinking of gonna do it next week, so fast I got the news that I had lose be4 I take the chance....well did u mean that there`s more chances that I had wasted? Or....somehow I just being too silence and din have connect with her so somebody else had won her becoz of their "resonance"? Well I dunno....I`m just have to pretend like nothing now, and getting into the situation, calm like I never be4.... I can do it I know. Like situations of these, FIR`s well-known nice songs gonna Creates the resonance in my heart...."我们的爱", "把爱放开", "刺鸟", "千年之恋", and other nice love song with the same saddy genre.
Alone? Yup I`m now alone in house.....Hearts too.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
［ＤＡＹ ５］心情
今天心情很不错，
又是摆脱在宿舍的艰辛世界了
通常不回家，就是去Ah Ren 家找 Winnie 聊天。
很可惜她m很可惜她明天就要考试了，我不能去打扰她，不然她一定会被我的NDS给影响她的学习时间，所以就来到了五叔这里。
Yvonne姐放工后就去 Sunway Pyramid 接我，幸好我刚到她也到了。
去了买些东西准备晚餐，我也看见很多很多很漂亮的蕉。。。好久没吃啊！我立刻就看中最少蕉的那一束来买，也买了超甜的蜜瓜^^ 属猴子的毕竟爱蕉是正常的哈哈！！
吃晚饭时，听五叔说这个星期六有宴会出席，全部人都回去，连我也预埋了。
哇。。。到时全部人都会看见我这粒金头。。。
不过我很意外时五叔他看见我的头发是说不错，看起来很fresh! 哇他尽然没有critic我！意外到我。。。哈哈今天真不少意外呢！XD
噢对了！上个星期随着练依玲的带领下进入了SUPERCUT。。。
里面h里面其实很棒！我最享受的是。。。那些Shampoo Girls 帮我洗头的时候。。。。哇。。。我从来都没有试过那么舒服的享受！真的是很棒啊。。。有一次还不小心暴露了内心的感受在摇脚，真的是很羞。。。xP
可惜不够钱给，ｃａｌｌ 了阿峰借钱，到现在还没还给他。。。＞＜
最近又发觉。。。ｂｌｏｇ是给我写下我每天发生的事情，让我以后可以回忆所有发生过在我身上的事情。。。可惜的是我好像已经远离了我最初的目的了。。。aih, wad I`m doing here?
Seems like I`m a bit gone abnormal again....but why not? Tads mE....LoL!
So....I wanna pak tor now....where can I find a girl tad I like her and she likes me too?
Where is the place?
is it at the Wonderland or Fairyland?
I shall return to the World that once belongs to me...return to my Dark Lord
With only the power and the praise from my Lord, my wishes will come realize in not long.
又是摆脱在宿舍的艰辛世界了
通常不回家，就是去Ah Ren 家找 Winnie 聊天。
很可惜她m很可惜她明天就要考试了，我不能去打扰她，不然她一定会被我的NDS给影响她的学习时间，所以就来到了五叔这里。
Yvonne姐放工后就去 Sunway Pyramid 接我，幸好我刚到她也到了。
去了买些东西准备晚餐，我也看见很多很多很漂亮的蕉。。。好久没吃啊！我立刻就看中最少蕉的那一束来买，也买了超甜的蜜瓜^^ 属猴子的毕竟爱蕉是正常的哈哈！！
吃晚饭时，听五叔说这个星期六有宴会出席，全部人都回去，连我也预埋了。
哇。。。到时全部人都会看见我这粒金头。。。
不过我很意外时五叔他看见我的头发是说不错，看起来很fresh! 哇他尽然没有critic我！意外到我。。。哈哈今天真不少意外呢！XD
噢对了！上个星期随着练依玲的带领下进入了SUPERCUT。。。
里面h里面其实很棒！我最享受的是。。。那些Shampoo Girls 帮我洗头的时候。。。。哇。。。我从来都没有试过那么舒服的享受！真的是很棒啊。。。有一次还不小心暴露了内心的感受在摇脚，真的是很羞。。。xP
可惜不够钱给，ｃａｌｌ 了阿峰借钱，到现在还没还给他。。。＞＜
最近又发觉。。。ｂｌｏｇ是给我写下我每天发生的事情，让我以后可以回忆所有发生过在我身上的事情。。。可惜的是我好像已经远离了我最初的目的了。。。aih, wad I`m doing here?
Seems like I`m a bit gone abnormal again....but why not? Tads mE....LoL!
So....I wanna pak tor now....where can I find a girl tad I like her and she likes me too?
Where is the place?
is it at the Wonderland or Fairyland?
I shall return to the World that once belongs to me...return to my Dark Lord
With only the power and the praise from my Lord, my wishes will come realize in not long.
Friday, May 14, 2010
爱·迷失·世界，对我的残酷
最近最近，对自己的思想稍微进行了深入的调查和探讨。
没办法，在决定改变自己的方向后，脑袋思维及身心感官都出现极不寻常的变化：
头发乱了很多
头发软了很多
头皮少了很多
头发长了一点
还有，
整个人变懒了很多，基本连信息也觉得很麻烦
对许多事情挑剔了很多
对人与人之间的关系交流意见和要求变重很多
独自一个人的时候，脑袋里尽是解不开的疑惑
更多更多的是不应该出现的问题和没关连的事情
一切一切都得不到答案
那么首先，决定改变的是哪个方向?
改变前，我比较注重爱情方面。认为有爱情，朋友和家人并没有爱人那么重要。
可是一巴二巴的巴掌打在我最讨厌别人触碰的脸上，
单纯的心，是心中极具耀眼亮人的 heart
一点一点地被破坏着
好辛苦，要摆脱辛苦，我做出了决定。
这就是改变方向的序幕。
醒觉后，真正觉得可贵的是在我们身边陪伴我们一直成长的家人们。
恋人再怎么重要，都不是养育我们和教导我们人生道理的重要角色。
我要珍惜能够与家人亲友能聚在一起的机会，与家人亲戚们要更要好，
我不要在这生命中无价的机会留有一丝后悔的痛苦。
我开始尽量与朋友们出席聚会，更坚持与亲戚们建立话题。要成功，就要自己先踏出第一步。
我做到了。小亲戚都能够找到共同的话题，有说有笑，可是，
我不知道原来是有代价的，是预料不到的代价。
进入新的学习环境后，慢慢地发现好多情侣在身边，朋友们都恋爱了。
我想了想，是啊。。。
我也不能在这样子下去啊。。。再不找个女朋友，那我要到几时才能够结婚啊以后？
我不要太老结婚，最好少过27岁或差不多，那么就理想了，所以现在还不快找女朋友，迟了哪有那么多时间来享受拍拖的时光呢？
看看周围，我的学院根本就是个和尚寺，哪来对象寻找 ><
可是很出奇来了两个女生，挺漂亮的，我也认识她们了。
刚开始并没有想将多，只是纯粹去认识两个唯一读这里的华人。
但是那个跟我同房的Iban仔却一直怂恿我去泡她们，一直说有女就泡，顶这个XXX。
可是我觉得就算喜欢，也就只有喜欢罢了，是 generate 不出那种 love 的感觉。
喜欢，不一定代表爱
这个道理很简单，简单到我明白到不得了，明白到，就只懂喜欢是怎样，爱一个人的感觉，已经从我的世界消失了，忘记了！！
这就是代价吧？我的世界很公平，太公平了！给了我这个就得不到那个，要得了那个就拥有不
了这个。选择增加家人亲戚的关系，对爱情的敏锐就在我投入的当中慢慢地抽走掉。
平衡不了
不能像天枰那样
简单点来讲，就是爱情的点数被转移去了亲情的点数。
现在的我，对爱情渴望了。
可是什么是爱,我己经忘记了。
爱一个人的感觉，已经不懂了。
对自己好陌生，已经迷失在自己的潜意识世界。
以为可以找到一些蛛丝马迹，其实是大海捞针。
因为爱一个人的那个心，已经忘记了，没有了！
Tad`s how I earned this name - Mr.StrangeJen.
没办法，在决定改变自己的方向后，脑袋思维及身心感官都出现极不寻常的变化：
头发乱了很多
头发软了很多
头皮少了很多
头发长了一点
还有，
整个人变懒了很多，基本连信息也觉得很麻烦
对许多事情挑剔了很多
对人与人之间的关系交流意见和要求变重很多
独自一个人的时候，脑袋里尽是解不开的疑惑
更多更多的是不应该出现的问题和没关连的事情
一切一切都得不到答案
那么首先，决定改变的是哪个方向?
改变前，我比较注重爱情方面。认为有爱情，朋友和家人并没有爱人那么重要。
可是一巴二巴的巴掌打在我最讨厌别人触碰的脸上，
单纯的心，是心中极具耀眼亮人的 heart
一点一点地被破坏着
好辛苦，要摆脱辛苦，我做出了决定。
这就是改变方向的序幕。
醒觉后，真正觉得可贵的是在我们身边陪伴我们一直成长的家人们。
恋人再怎么重要，都不是养育我们和教导我们人生道理的重要角色。
我要珍惜能够与家人亲友能聚在一起的机会，与家人亲戚们要更要好，
我不要在这生命中无价的机会留有一丝后悔的痛苦。
我开始尽量与朋友们出席聚会，更坚持与亲戚们建立话题。要成功，就要自己先踏出第一步。
我做到了。小亲戚都能够找到共同的话题，有说有笑，可是，
我不知道原来是有代价的，是预料不到的代价。
进入新的学习环境后，慢慢地发现好多情侣在身边，朋友们都恋爱了。
我想了想，是啊。。。
我也不能在这样子下去啊。。。再不找个女朋友，那我要到几时才能够结婚啊以后？
我不要太老结婚，最好少过27岁或差不多，那么就理想了，所以现在还不快找女朋友，迟了哪有那么多时间来享受拍拖的时光呢？
看看周围，我的学院根本就是个和尚寺，哪来对象寻找 ><
可是很出奇来了两个女生，挺漂亮的，我也认识她们了。
刚开始并没有想将多，只是纯粹去认识两个唯一读这里的华人。
但是那个跟我同房的Iban仔却一直怂恿我去泡她们，一直说有女就泡，顶这个XXX。
可是我觉得就算喜欢，也就只有喜欢罢了，是 generate 不出那种 love 的感觉。
喜欢，不一定代表爱
这个道理很简单，简单到我明白到不得了，明白到，就只懂喜欢是怎样，爱一个人的感觉，已经从我的世界消失了，忘记了！！
这就是代价吧？我的世界很公平，太公平了！给了我这个就得不到那个，要得了那个就拥有不
了这个。选择增加家人亲戚的关系，对爱情的敏锐就在我投入的当中慢慢地抽走掉。
平衡不了
不能像天枰那样
简单点来讲，就是爱情的点数被转移去了亲情的点数。
现在的我，对爱情渴望了。
可是什么是爱,我己经忘记了。
爱一个人的感觉，已经不懂了。
对自己好陌生，已经迷失在自己的潜意识世界。
以为可以找到一些蛛丝马迹，其实是大海捞针。
因为爱一个人的那个心，已经忘记了，没有了！
Tad`s how I earned this name - Mr.StrangeJen.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
曾经的感觉
看见这个她。。。又想起那个她。。。
看见那个她。。。又想起这个她。。。
现在，看见紫微的照片，又想起了她。。。
看见刘欣的照片，还是想起了紫微。。。
实在很像样子。。。
有时候觉得很讨厌紫微，可是我却很想念她。。。
唯一还保留着少许的感觉就只剩下紫微罢了。。。
紫微啊紫微。。。对我太残忍了。。。
得空，还是会想念你的笑容的。。。
看见那个她。。。又想起这个她。。。
现在，看见紫微的照片，又想起了她。。。
看见刘欣的照片，还是想起了紫微。。。
实在很像样子。。。
有时候觉得很讨厌紫微，可是我却很想念她。。。
唯一还保留着少许的感觉就只剩下紫微罢了。。。
紫微啊紫微。。。对我太残忍了。。。
得空，还是会想念你的笑容的。。。
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
忽然....(被摆了一道吧？)
忽然，好有一种心情。
一种心情想谈恋爱。
谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱。
可是就像一块火山熔岩，热烘得没人会靠近，更不削偷望一眼。
可悲
天下没有白吃的午餐。
守株待兔。
借口。
缩头乌龟，无知的想法，这真是太可笑了。
失望
如此的令人难过，已经令人们放弃信任。
真是卑鄙，令人讨厌无比。
是活该呗？
是啊。。。
你怎么知道的？
你是谁？
你觉得你是谁？
你以为你是谁？
你认为你是谁？
你这自以为是的家伙，我beh tahan 你 liao。
受不了你。
拜托，太狂妄了吧？怎么又干你事？
诶别插嘴好吗？
你这是在干什么你,你，你以为你这是在谁的地盘？
自大的家伙，你以为有钱就能随意评论别人吗？
好笑，笑破肚皮了。
大家都在笑你的幼稚，你难道就不脸红了吗？
诶？你，你又几时来的？别鬼鬼祟祟好吗？
好烦啊，。。。你害我忘了要说什么了！
准备接受裁判吧！
。。。干啥？我在玩自由个人对话游戏，什么？
噢对了，我听不见你在说什么。
有意见，写下来，
没意见，电联说，
好意见，信息我，
坏意见，马桶见。
无聊嘛！
:-P
一种心情想谈恋爱。
谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱。
可是就像一块火山熔岩，热烘得没人会靠近，更不削偷望一眼。
可悲
天下没有白吃的午餐。
守株待兔。
借口。
缩头乌龟，无知的想法，这真是太可笑了。
失望
如此的令人难过，已经令人们放弃信任。
真是卑鄙，令人讨厌无比。
是活该呗？
是啊。。。
你怎么知道的？
你是谁？
你觉得你是谁？
你以为你是谁？
你认为你是谁？
你这自以为是的家伙，我beh tahan 你 liao。
受不了你。
拜托，太狂妄了吧？怎么又干你事？
诶别插嘴好吗？
你这是在干什么你,你，你以为你这是在谁的地盘？
自大的家伙，你以为有钱就能随意评论别人吗？
好笑，笑破肚皮了。
大家都在笑你的幼稚，你难道就不脸红了吗？
诶？你，你又几时来的？别鬼鬼祟祟好吗？
好烦啊，。。。你害我忘了要说什么了！
准备接受裁判吧！
。。。干啥？我在玩自由个人对话游戏，什么？
噢对了，我听不见你在说什么。
有意见，写下来，
没意见，电联说，
好意见，信息我，
坏意见，马桶见。
无聊嘛！
:-P
Thursday, May 6, 2010
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